You must have no feelings, no soul, to behave like this. I'm dying, i can't breathe anymore, even pills can't help me. And your only worries are about some freaking shoes?
You perfectly know how i feel right now, but hey, the most important thing is you, having fun during these two week holidays... and of course, lying and betraying me over again. No wonder now why one night while drunk you told me you were scared that i realised how awful you are. I should have understood the message.
I don't even know if you have been honnest with me even just once. But if so, you're gonna realise that you did the biggest mistake of your life. And the day you'll cry for that, i'll be making fun of you. I promese. And at least I, mean it.
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Have you ever truly loved me, even for few seconds? I guess not, cause a human being who loves another one couldn't do what you did to me.
I don't even know how to survive it. I have no words for it. But in two weeks, when you'll be back, i'm gonna show it to you. Show you the mess you turned me into. And unless you really have no soul, you'll realise how big your mistake was.